I was going to go to the shop from school as it is now lunch time but I just can't be bothered, I go to the loo, then out of the school doors and decided that I really couldn't be arsed, its so much warmer in this comfortable(ish) computer room! Plus if I don't go to the shop then I don't eat, all I have eaten today is a snack chocolate bar thing and that is how it is staying until tonight at least. I am determined, I'll drink if I get hungry, I want to see if I am able to do it, see if I can go a whole day eating the minimal amount. There's someone sitting next to me at the moment pigging out on chocolate and it is making me feel sick just seeing her do so, they are all eating and its fatness, urgh, horrible chocolate. All the fat seeping in through blood vessels into the body. Urgh, horrible, I have a fear of fatness. Urgh, I want to see bones.